| It was wrong; it never lasts; there is no; this is no, modern romance... |
[10 Dec 2004|04:47pm] |
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I've been really torn up these last couple days. Three of my friends just died in a horrible freak car accident. So young, so fragile, and so innocent.
R.I.P - Joseph Castillo <3<3<3 (14)
R.I.P - Darren Prater <3<3<3 (17)
R.I.P - Elijah Danell <3<3<3 (17)
My heart hangs so heavy it's almost overbearing. Through all of this, in times like these, who should I happen to see again?
Tony.
We held eachother and cried for the boys whom he was also close to. I never thought I'd see the day when I would want to be held by him and him held by me again. Though it was purely non-sexual and more loving and caring. It's such hard and sad times for all of us now.
God Bless families who have suffered such losses. My heart goes out to them in the fulliest. Memories not to be forgotten, love, and strength in the mind, heart, body and soul are what will carry us through this.
Please pray for the Castillo, Prater, and Danell families and for the boys, three dear friends to so many in Santa Maria and Orcutt...
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(What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| ...when she makes me sad... |
[22 Nov 2004|04:55pm] |
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OKay I've decided not write about my adventures in Las Vegas because it's not really something that I wish to talk about. There are so many things that have happened there that would take to much time and effort in explaining. So tyhe will remain a chpater of my life that will forever remain closed to the public...
Anyways, I went out with Greg and Joe last night and I must say that it was all too boring. We really didn't do anything except eat, and go skate at the Wells Fargo parking lot on Main street... I got home around 12am and slept in until 230pm. Horrible I know.
Oh and you will not be able to reach me on AIM any longer since my Uncle throws a fucking fit everytime I download it. you can reach me on MSN though, since that is our online provider.
Well I'm thinking that I will go call Jenna and see what she is up to. I want to go out tonight and have some actual fun. I don't know... Anyone want to hang out?
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(What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| Living, Breathing, and Dying Too... |
[20 Apr 2004|11:47am] |
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Well nothing to eventful has happened recently. Besdies the fact the Noel is going to be put into the hospital. I'm straight up tired with her bullshit and it needs to stop. Considering that I'm a state away it would be hard to handle the situation directly by myself. I've gotten someone else, actually a couple people to deal with her, don't say any thing though. It's a surprise guys... (haha)
Well I'm bored and James is still sleeping and I have nothing better to do with myself. I already took a fucking shower (a cold one at that, and I mean ice cold, because we ran out of hot water...) and James and I are supposed to go to the park today to meet up with Dale and some guy so we can get HIGH. Wonderful isn't it?
There's a little grey kitten missing as well (his name is Chunk) and we cannot find him anywhere! Anyone seen him? Lemme know... (haha)
ADIOS MI MEJOR AMIGOS
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(7 Diagnosed | What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| Why couldn't we have been smart like Jena? |
[14 Apr 2004|09:31pm] |
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Well just about 7mins. ago we snorted (we as in James and I) some Norvasc and it burned like the biggest motherfucker I have ever felt... It still fucking hurts and we blew our noses and spit and did about every other gross thing possible to make it go away. No Jena, was the smart on though as took it orally. Goddamn... It was funny how we came upon the bottle though you know? We were rummaging through this old abandoned trailer know to us as the bud shack (where we go to smoke our green leaves) and fucking we came up on this bottle o' pills. Naturally being the person I am I pocketed it. Well we finally decided to look it up online and it turns out that it was an anti-hypertensive. Good times, except for the pain it involves...
We also found a Jimson plant which we plan to take full advantage of once the flowers die and the buds arrive. Who needs fucking acid when you got Jimson Weed. The good thing is that every part of the plant is useful and toxic. Therefore getting you really fucked up... The buds/seeds are the most potent though. They are native only to desert areas such as Arizona and Nevada and shit. we came across a rather large plant yesturday while walking back from the store.
GREAT times...
Well I think that would be all for now.
ADIOS MI MEJOR AMIGOS
p.s.- My ducks name is Coheed... I don't know if I mentioned that in my last entry about my duckie.
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(What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| It's A Long Way Down... |
[12 Apr 2004|04:48pm] |
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Well I just got back from playing basketball with James and Dale and we picked up Jena at her bus stop. TI's really fucking hot today and there is like no wind. I got to talk to one of my favorite people on the phone today (Mike) and so far so good for today. I also got off my ass and vaccummed the house. So at least I did something constructive. Sorry I haven't been updating in a while. There's been some troubles.
I got a pet duck for easter guys! Yes, a real pet duck! I named him coheed and he's been dyed bright green. He's a cute little ducking he is. Haha...
Has anyone ever heard of some schnapps called TATTOO? We got fucked up last night on a bottle. Very good shit! It turns everything that it comes in contact with bright as blue. I wanna know if they still make it...
Also we broke into an abandoned trailer out here and it's officially our BUD SHACK. We got hella high in it yesturday and we caught a HORNY TOAD and named him Chong. He got high too... hahahahaha...
Anyways, nothing more to write now. I think I shall depart...
ADIOS MI MEJOR AMIGOS...
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(2 Diagnosed | What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| Possibilities.... |
[30 Mar 2004|12:20pm] |
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AM RADIO ADVERTISMENTS |
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Possibly rent free for a year and a half.
That is if Carrie moves back to Vegas for a while.
We'll get her house while she's gone.
Onlt bad thing though is we'll be stuck here.
BUM-FUCK-EGYPT
Dolan Springs...
I might have to share a room with James also.
Ewwww...
He's a stinky fellow... (heh.)
On another note.
I'm fucking up.
Time needs to be put into rapid motion.
There's legal complications.
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(6 Diagnosed | What's Growing In Your Head?)
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| Still Trying To Outrun The Sun... |
[19 Mar 2004|03:17pm] |
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Decided to make this thing friends only because there are too many faggoty people out there that I simply don't like. Therefore I do not want them reading what I've written. Comment to be added if you wish, then if I decided you're tolerable/I like you, then I will add you. Otherwise, get the fuck out.
Have A Nice Day! =)
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(2 Diagnosed | What's Growing In Your Head?)
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